PTSD Awareness month-It’s real even if you can’t see it

As I have stated before, Mental Health is very real, even if you can't see it, it's there. In honor of PTSD awareness month, you will hear the story of my boyfriend, Scotty Rayburn who suffers from PTSD. PTSD is REAL When were you diagnosed with PTSD?Approx March of 2018 is when I was diagnosed … Continue reading PTSD Awareness month-It’s real even if you can’t see it

I was told to “Just be happy”

I really wish people would do some research on mental health and what it does to a person. I was told once, "Why can't you just be happy?" Like if I could just be happy don't you fucking think I would be?! Do you think I am just choosing sadness and depression? Um, NO. I … Continue reading I was told to “Just be happy”

Inside my mind during it’s darkest time

My breath becomes short... Me body becomes numb... Everything around me disappears in a haze... My thoughts all come flowing in at once with no time to sort them out... I feel nothing but everything all at once.... I'm completely numb and left with just my mind... My mind is not in the right state... … Continue reading Inside my mind during it’s darkest time

When I needed you, you weren’t there

This post isn't about anyone specifically, but about every time I turned to someone, how they turned me down. I know, this seems like a downer post, but it's to help everyone who has been turned down and to those who didn't listen to their loved one who needed them. I will not be naming … Continue reading When I needed you, you weren’t there

Just a hobby I picked up and now am OBSESSED with

Yes, I'm still alive. I know, I've been MIA for a while. Depression hit me hard and I couldn't get myself to do much of anything for the last 3 weeks. All I wanted to do was sleep and cry. I am feeling somewhat better now, at least enough that I can function. During those … Continue reading Just a hobby I picked up and now am OBSESSED with