Category: Mental Health
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It’s honestly scary how another human can change you
I’m about to get real personal right now because this full moon got having the damn feels… I’m sad… Not because I’m getting a divorce anymore… Not because I was cheated on, or belittled, but because I’m different now. What made me, ME before, isn’t what makes me now… I was open, optimistic, and and…
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I was told to “Just be happy”
I really wish people would do some research on mental health and what it does to a person. I was told once, “Why can’t you just be happy?” Like if I could just be happy don’t you fucking think I would be?! Do you think I am just choosing sadness and depression? Um, NO. I…
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I want to ‘Bye Felicia’ everyone
Anyone ever just want to up and move somewhere and not tell anyone? Yeah, I’m at that point in my life. My life has been full of drama for the last like 5 years straight. The kind of drama that seems to just follow you because there’s no way to just fully avoid it. People…
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Goodbye 2019
2019 was a pretty hard year… Alright, 2019 sucked ass! I had nothing but hurt, deceit, and sickness the whole fucking year. I was lied to by those close to me. I was cheated on. My anxiety worsened. My depression worsened. Panic attacks all over the damn place. I was played. I was used. I…
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Inside my mind during it’s darkest time
My breath becomes short… Me body becomes numb… Everything around me disappears in a haze… My thoughts all come flowing in at once with no time to sort them out… I feel nothing but everything all at once…. I’m completely numb and left with just my mind… My mind is not in the right state……
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An open letter to the one who should be proud of me
It seems to you that I’ve done nothing in my life for you to be proud of, at least that’s how you’ve made me feel my entire life. You have never told me once that you’re proud of who I am or what I’ve done… Yet you brag about my siblings, but not me. You…
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