I was told to “Just be happy”

I really wish people would do some research on mental health and what it does to a person. I was told once, "Why can't you just be happy?" Like if I could just be happy don't you fucking think I would be?! Do you think I am just choosing sadness and depression? Um, NO. I … Continue reading I was told to “Just be happy”

Does the bitterness ever end?

Does the bitterness I have towards love ever end? I gave so much love to someone who just threw it in the dirt and stepped on it. So, needless to say, I'm pretty bitter about anything that has to do with love. I'll scroll though Facebook and read all the love quotes and catch myself … Continue reading Does the bitterness ever end?

I want to ‘Bye Felicia’ everyone

Anyone ever just want to up and move somewhere and not tell anyone? Yeah, I'm at that point in my life. My life has been full of drama for the last like 5 years straight. The kind of drama that seems to just follow you because there's no way to just fully avoid it. People … Continue reading I want to ‘Bye Felicia’ everyone

Inside my mind during it’s darkest time

My breath becomes short... Me body becomes numb... Everything around me disappears in a haze... My thoughts all come flowing in at once with no time to sort them out... I feel nothing but everything all at once.... I'm completely numb and left with just my mind... My mind is not in the right state... … Continue reading Inside my mind during it’s darkest time

An open letter to the one who should be proud of me

It seems to you that I've done nothing in my life for you to be proud of, at least that's how you've made me feel my entire life. You have never told me once that you're proud of who I am or what I've done... Yet you brag about my siblings, but not me. You … Continue reading An open letter to the one who should be proud of me

9 ways your toxic partner is negatively affecting you

In a relationship, you are suppose to build each other up, not tear each other down. You are suppose to grow together and be able to count on one another. Do you feel like you are trapped in the idea of how a relationship should be and not actually in a real relationship? Here are … Continue reading 9 ways your toxic partner is negatively affecting you