Goodbye 2019

2019 was a pretty hard year… Alright, 2019 sucked ass! I had nothing but hurt, deceit, and sickness the whole fucking year.

I was lied to by those close to me.

I was cheated on.

My anxiety worsened.

My depression worsened.

Panic attacks all over the damn place.

I was played.

I was used.

I lost trust in just about everyone.

My health declined.

I hated this year. There were some good things, of course, but the bad was more present… I remember thinking quite often, “Why me?” Why did all this shit happen to me?

I’m not perfect, but I did not do to anyone what was done to me…

HERE’S TO 2020

I let too many people in my life that were just toxic. I forgave too many people when I knew I wasn’t ready to and that worsened my anxiety. I’m not doing that this year. This year is about me and my mental health.

You do me wrong, bye.

You lie to me, bye.

You betray me, bye.

You try and play me, bye.

I’m not dealing with any of it anymore. I deserve better and so does my mental health.

Happy New year everyone. Make it a great one. Do great things, and make great memories.

9 responses to “Goodbye 2019”

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    Onward and upward – Happy New Year!

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    1. Exactly!! Happy New years to you and yours!

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  2. I hope 2020 is better. Have a happy new year ❤️

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    1. Thank you! I hope your year is everything you need!!! Happy New year!!!

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  3. I am so sorry 2019 was horrible. I can relate more than you realize. Here’s to 2020 and the next decade being our best years!

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  4. That is right!! Gather up all that makes you the warrior you are and look the new year in the eye with the utmost confidence!! You got this love!

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    1. YESSSS girl!! Thank you! Happy New year!!!


  5. Here is to a much improved year ahead. May 2020 be the beginning of good things for all of us. Grace and peace to you and yours.

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    1. Yes and with you as well! 😊


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